I really have tried to let go off you
But it would seem that our match
Was sanctioned by cupid himself
Took me by surprise
Creeped in at my darkest moments
Became one with my thoughts
Set boundaries for my life
Limited my association and acquaintances
Told me what I should be
Took my hand and led me down the dark tunnel
The closer we got, the deeper we went
The dimmer the light at the end of the tunnel
Tick Tock the clock to happy times ticked away
Happy moments faded into memories made with you
Memories made of you .
And then I couldn’t tell what I thought from what you told me
Real blended into unreal
Your words became one with my thoughts
Did u kiss me while I slumbered ?
Did thy mighty sword slay the dragon that held me captive?
Help me logicalize this union
I must be mad
Where else but in fairy tales does this bond exist?
Like I am constantly woven into the gentle thorns that are your arms
Leave me be!
But never let me go
If you did what would I become?
I feel like Jesus, tempted by the devil but I failed to overcome
Unconsciously, unwillingly I succumbed
How do I let you go?
You speak to me about everything else but this
Why won’t you speak
Should I sing our favorite song?
Without you in whom would I find comfort?
Why liken you to the devil when all you do is help me
Feeding on my pain
Capitalizing on my shortcomings
Tuning my wails
Beating on my drums of desperation
Oh sweet loving friend
Our union however savoury is cursed
Let me go